Sunday, September 12, 2010

That blue light scares me as my dreams are in ruins

"There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move, but I can’t hear what you’re saying. "


....And what if I die tonight in the dark because of infinite loneliness?
I’m buried alive. Can’t breathe.
Come take my heart, kill me, give me peace.
It’s been so long since I have seen the sky, touched the rain and walked on the city street…
Or was it just yesterday?
The world spins faster; I try to hide under my bed, doped with music, high with smoke…
An eerie ambience in my room as I sit at the corner…Pink Floyd keeps on playing for me… and that blue light…that little shuddering blue light in the dark room… it keeps on dancing even when my eyes are closed… I feel numb… I rummage in my head for appeased sense… it’s gone!


"Welcome to my life
You see it is not easy
But I'm doing all right,
Welcome to my dream
It's the only one who needs me
And stays right by my side..."

As We Stand Together





11 Blabber(s):

quartertoinsane said...

dark dark gloomy, outlook on life... cheer up, find a new life or something...

P i x i e said...

You gift me a new life? =/

quartertoinsane said...

find it yourself, somethings cant b bought...

Destiny's child... said...

I like the pic in the end...the rest..well, I am sure you are going to tell me it's all natak, aren't u? ;)

P i x i e said...

thanks...
but it's not Natak....really! -_-
=[

Lonely Perverted Soul said...

Cool post... I wish i was as comfortably Numb as u... :)

Destiny's child... said...

Oh! Don't worry dear, bad days don't last long. Just stay calm and positive.

P i x i e said...

@Lonely Perverted soul, oh don't...pain is bliss...numbness kills -_-

@Destiny's child, I wish! =/

Lonely Perverted Soul said...

Actually im currently uncomfortably numb.. :P

P i x i e said...

aww..

reetam said...

listen to some slightly less depressing music.
or go get drenched in the rain.
or hog and hog and hog on chocolate...

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