Sunday, December 26, 2010

Hide the rum, fake a smile.

The more I look into this, the more it seems fake. Unreal.
Yes, I am talking about something you know.
Guess what it is? At least try? With your big head with a lil gray matter?
Well, let’s just spare you. It’s the world around us. Especially the world I am in.


Here it’s fascinating. Loud music, flashy lights, colors, amazing lonesome blues, smiles, tears, enthralling words, exciting guitar riffs, smokes, sex, life.
But sometimes a weird alcoholic solitude dissolves this dramatic life into nothingness.
You rummage through everything you have and realize you have nothing. Or may be you have something, but it doesn’t matter at the end.
Someone loves you? But you find it so unreal.
Your demand curve rises upwards, yet there’s no supply. (Here I talk like a prototype Economics student :| )
You sing to them “Take my photo off the wall if it just won’t sing for you”.
It’s like you are fooling yourself. But the truth is, everyone is in the trap, everyone is doing so. Nothing harms you. Yet your hear breaks to pieces, and you try to find the reason why.
Still, the rusty city calls you by name and you can’t avoid it.
Hope against thoughts, dreams against reality.
And someday… the frozen dead winter leaves gives you peace when it doesn’t rain for you anymore.


I cried because my Christmas was going to be ruined. But I somehow made it work for me with courage, some fun companions, chocolate pastry and Johnny Depp.
But I’m still thirsty for rum. I can help but curse that bar owner who didn’t let me in because his ping pong ball sized brain told him that I am not old enough to consume alcohol.
I’m legally adult you fuckface <_<

“But why is the rum gone?”
:/


P.S.- The title is worthless!

9 comments:

Remya said...

Why do I have a feeling that I'm gonna end up as your stalker pretty soon?

Peace, sister ^_^
PS: Your last line on the "about the scribbler" section is pretty much awesome. It replicates what I wanna say.
Cheers.

P i x i e said...

YAy, plz stalk. I don't have a stalker :P

thank you ^__^

Sam said...

Bro, JOHNNY DEPP. <3
:D

Destiny's child... said...

Bake a plum cake with lots of rum :p

Happy new year! :)

Ravindra Merthi said...

Johnny Depp is the part of ur Christmas Eve...thts wonderful!!!!
Bar owner is really rude:))

PS: Unable to guess the story behind this pic

Living On Video said...

You didn't have rum, and you cried because your Christmas was going to be ruined and that broke your heart, but did it really harm you ? NO. :p

Sunakshi said...

Mine new year was the worst. *sigh*

Loved the makeover. :)

-sunakshi

The Blue Periwinkle said...

I like.
:)

nice blog.

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