We can’t find a need to stay
I slowly realized there’s nothing on our side..."
And once again I have fucked it all up…….
Every time I think that life’s gonna change, it gets stuck and makes me wanna throw up because of that old smell of misery.
I’m lonely again. Better to say, I realized I’m lonely as every-single-fucking-thing has been just a pretention.
I love my friends, I do. But at the end of the day I can’t breathe easy. And there’s nothing I can do about it.
I know I’m gonna survive, by tears or by strength, I will.
But I don’t wanna die inside like this.
All I want is… someone to put the hand on my shoulder and make me feel life’s worth living.
I wish I were invisible.
I wish I could be like THEM.
I wish I were a heartless bitch.
I wish I could die without pain.
No, not suicidal much. Just a lil unwell.